New year!!

Well 2008 has arrived. Haha looking forward to 2008. Looking back on 2007 kinda bad year la. But there are many things which made that year so special. Like for example. Its the year i lost someone. BUt things took a sudden change when i met this girl. A girl that will change my life 4eva. Aww that girl is Chuin. My dearest princess. I heartz her. Currently goin thru our love life. 2 months already. Well i dunno bout hte good parts about me but i cant judge myself. Only others can. This are a few things i wish i could change while with her. Erm even though we never argued before but somtimes i can be quite persistent. As a responsible bf i should understand how she feels. Im kinda selfish in the sense that i wan her for myself. I never taught bout giving her some space to be with ehr friends even though she sacrificed those times juz to be with me. Last time i made a mistake by thinking and not trusting the one i love. I never believed that a word "I Love You" by a girl would really be very true. So now im trying my best to change all my negative attitudes and stuff's. I'd do this just for her. So i hope that baby u would forgive me for all those mistakes ive made. I love you n dats all that matters. Well rite now its 3.13 in the morning. Just came back from a movie. National Treasure 2. Very nice show. Really thrilling. Kinda one of my fav. Aww she must be sleeping soundly now. So cute. Erm i kinda neglected her today for my games. I feel so bad for doin dat. I just got so distracted. I wanna say im very sorry. I got a lot of chances from her. But it just keeps continuing. Im really dissapointed in myelf. I really let her down. But to show how much i would like another chance to gain back her thrust i will make it up to her. hahaha. So enough talk bout the past. Lets look forward to the new 2008. I hav a few wishes that i hope will come true for this year. Hehe. She noes wat they are. Aight i guess i betta get some rest. Not really good to stay up late. Baby i wish u sweet dream okay. I love you!! always n 4eva!! My one and only Claire Tan Chuin Hwa!! I told her this sentence and she keeps it close to her heart. She told me one day dat i could touch her heart. But noe. " Baby Your heart can never be touched by me nor can any other girl or guy in this world. Its a special treasure that can only be felt n loved. And it can only be felt by me n i will treasure it every moment of my life. Dats how much You Chuin hwa mean to me."

Together we are one. Nothing can tear us apart!! I love You!!

this x'mas

haha..this xmas i mean last xmas..lol..happiest and crazziest xmas ever..wow..went on a date..ahaha..the day begin with the appearance of mr alan and mr wilson in coffebean continue with the arrival of ms chuin and the presence of objt LACONIC!!hehe..he helped me to put on it..it will always be around my neck,near to my heart..hehe..

then for the movie we went..haha..natonal treasure 2!!woohoo..nicholas cage!!haha..then we went around looking for santa baby's hat..but wat we got for answer is "sorry sir,all sold out."..sob sob..then we went to eat..manila place fully booked!!chillis muz wait of one hour!!lol..so we ended up in secret recipe!!haha..vained there..lol..i made the lemon fly onto the floor..alan laugh like hell..lol..

then we went to play..play like crazzy ppl..all wet..lol..

the day ended after the countdown!!went home sms awhile then sleep..hahaha!!

chuin

love

alan*

Surprise!! Date!!

Was sleeping like a pig as i kinda slept late. Woked up to the sound of my phone ringing ahah. To my surprise it was my baby. She called n asked me wheter i would like to accompany her to queensbay. Of course i would haha. Her cousin n her bf fetched us there. It was the 1st time i met them. Very friendly people. haha. Was delighted to see her again after such a long time. Since she left for kl i missed her a lot haha. Reached queens then got lost in the carpark. There was these 2 a.k.a sohai girls which got confused with the floors hahaha. So funny. Then we went to get tickets faw movie. Her cousin watched alvin n the chipmunks. We watched a borin film. Omg. I am legend. ahah. BUt we had a gud time together. Our movie was at 4.50 so we still had time to grab a bite. We decided to go to Nando's. Took some pics there.

She was being emo hahah. Aint she cute. Erm as you can see her nails are long. Naughty baby. Cut!! xD

Our food haha. Fattening hor?? Teruk la we both haha

As you can see the green one states that u arent brave. Muahahaha. My gf aint brave. Aww so not true haha. my baby's always brave k. After we finish we were in a rush as we were late for the movie haha. So we rushed up to the cinema. Had fun playin in the hallway hahaha. lol. Then i carried her into the cinema. Aww sweet bo? hehe. After that we juz walked around took picts at mcdonalds.

Pretty? haha the mid part of queens. Nice view

After the movie she got vained in the toilet hahahha. Vain pot. Oops im gonna get scolded for that. hehe cheeky me

She made a wording out of french fries haha. My idea k. hehe perasan boy. These are sum of the picts we took at mcd.

Curi-curi kiss her while taking pict hehehe naughty

After this we decided to go find the other sweet couple as it was already 7 sumthing n they wud hav finish their movie by now. So we went searching. On the way i carried her around haha. Nearly dropped her. Adui. Lucky. N dats where we got lost. We went searching n searching. Like 2 sohai's haha. WE found them in the end then we were off. On the way she decided to pick up a cheesecake for her mom. haha. So we went to a place which made me blur hehe. I cant be a map. So its was coming to the end of the date. Kinda sad. We finally reached my house. Said goodbye to her. Haha miss her d. Juz met d also miss. Gai lo this couple hehe. Attached to each other. Had a lovely time with her. Oh yeah i 4got to mention dat i got my present already. Its so pretty kay. So sweet that she bought it faw me. Its the 1st time she bought a present from kl for anyone. I feel so touched. Its always nice when ur with me baby. U make my day the happiest. Love you loads. Mwah.

forgived

baby..i jux wanna say i am not angry at u k..its my fault to make u angry k..u have rights to be angry after i hurt u so many times le..but every human cant avoid from making nay mistakes ma..right?all we can do is realise our mistakes and get over it..hehe..so we are now apologisng to each other..haha..funny hor us?sorry!!hehe..remember that we are meant for each other..love u no matter u are fierce or kind k..hehe..u are always my alan!!!mwah..

chuin
love
alan*

Im sorry

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when i got to know you
I let my heart unbend
I couldn't help past the memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So i've fallen in love with you
and i'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
and if you ever wonder why
I dunno what i'll say
But i'll never stop loving you
Each and everyday
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing I Love You!!

Im sorry baby for making u cry. I dint mean to get angry. Ur wrong bout one thing. Ur worth every minute to me. I love You. If others think ur worthless it doesnt matter cause u will nvr be worthless to me. Mwahh!!

chuin is back!!

hey readers!!hey baby!!i am back!!haha..anyone misses me?haha..hmmm..kinda had some fun time in kl but its not completely fun without my baby..baby sorry to leave u alone in penang for these 5dyas k..u are sure to be lonely right?i am sorry..summor less sms..i will teman u more from today onwards k..hehe..and those songs are nice..aww..thought gonna see someone write a poem here..manatau its a song..haha..so u gonna sing that song to me tonight!!haha..i don care har..lol..okie la..since i am back..i think i am gonna be back in charge of this blog..hehe..alan the lazy pig can rest de..lol..hehe..i will never leave baby alone again k..hehe..so did u hear the way i are anot?haha..i have been hearing since dunno when..haha..thats day went into a shop and heard our song..lol..so nice lo..but so long dint sing de le..haha..this gal gila singing de..lol..hope baby had fun in bukit mertajam le..i post blog till gila de..so much things to write..lol..so many picts to post..u can read in detail in my blog k..lol..no meaning repeating the same thing..haha..okie la..thats for now la..gonna post more soon k..hehe..

i love u..

chuin*

The Return

Aww baby is coming back tomorrow. Muz hav had loads of fun. She is coming back tomoro which is Sunday, the 16-12-2007. So happy here. She's in genting rite now. At about 8 am she's gonna go back to the theme park to hav more fun. She's kinda sad cause the outdoor games were closed cause of the weather. The mist was kinda thick. She couldnt see anything from the cable car. The line was so long that she even had time to be on the phone with me while queing up. hahaha. Missed her a lot lately. Since she's been gone i kinda change into n moody person who gets angry easily hahaha. All thats gonna change back when she returns tomoro. YAY!!!She send me a few photos of the place n the present she bought for me.





Isn't it beautiful haha!!

She thought of me even on the 1st day of her holiday. This is wat she got me. She send me a pict of it. Isnt it sweet. Aww i love her so much. Thnx baby