New year!!

Well 2008 has arrived. Haha looking forward to 2008. Looking back on 2007 kinda bad year la. But there are many things which made that year so special. Like for example. Its the year i lost someone. BUt things took a sudden change when i met this girl. A girl that will change my life 4eva. Aww that girl is Chuin. My dearest princess. I heartz her. Currently goin thru our love life. 2 months already. Well i dunno bout hte good parts about me but i cant judge myself. Only others can. This are a few things i wish i could change while with her. Erm even though we never argued before but somtimes i can be quite persistent. As a responsible bf i should understand how she feels. Im kinda selfish in the sense that i wan her for myself. I never taught bout giving her some space to be with ehr friends even though she sacrificed those times juz to be with me. Last time i made a mistake by thinking and not trusting the one i love. I never believed that a word "I Love You" by a girl would really be very true. So now im trying my best to change all my negative attitudes and stuff's. I'd do this just for her. So i hope that baby u would forgive me for all those mistakes ive made. I love you n dats all that matters. Well rite now its 3.13 in the morning. Just came back from a movie. National Treasure 2. Very nice show. Really thrilling. Kinda one of my fav. Aww she must be sleeping soundly now. So cute. Erm i kinda neglected her today for my games. I feel so bad for doin dat. I just got so distracted. I wanna say im very sorry. I got a lot of chances from her. But it just keeps continuing. Im really dissapointed in myelf. I really let her down. But to show how much i would like another chance to gain back her thrust i will make it up to her. hahaha. So enough talk bout the past. Lets look forward to the new 2008. I hav a few wishes that i hope will come true for this year. Hehe. She noes wat they are. Aight i guess i betta get some rest. Not really good to stay up late. Baby i wish u sweet dream okay. I love you!! always n 4eva!! My one and only Claire Tan Chuin Hwa!! I told her this sentence and she keeps it close to her heart. She told me one day dat i could touch her heart. But noe. " Baby Your heart can never be touched by me nor can any other girl or guy in this world. Its a special treasure that can only be felt n loved. And it can only be felt by me n i will treasure it every moment of my life. Dats how much You Chuin hwa mean to me."

Together we are one. Nothing can tear us apart!! I love You!!

this x'mas

haha..this xmas i mean last xmas..lol..happiest and crazziest xmas ever..wow..went on a date..ahaha..the day begin with the appearance of mr alan and mr wilson in coffebean continue with the arrival of ms chuin and the presence of objt LACONIC!!hehe..he helped me to put on it..it will always be around my neck,near to my heart..hehe..

then for the movie we went..haha..natonal treasure 2!!woohoo..nicholas cage!!haha..then we went around looking for santa baby's hat..but wat we got for answer is "sorry sir,all sold out."..sob sob..then we went to eat..manila place fully booked!!chillis muz wait of one hour!!lol..so we ended up in secret recipe!!haha..vained there..lol..i made the lemon fly onto the floor..alan laugh like hell..lol..

then we went to play..play like crazzy ppl..all wet..lol..

the day ended after the countdown!!went home sms awhile then sleep..hahaha!!

chuin

love

alan*

Surprise!! Date!!

Was sleeping like a pig as i kinda slept late. Woked up to the sound of my phone ringing ahah. To my surprise it was my baby. She called n asked me wheter i would like to accompany her to queensbay. Of course i would haha. Her cousin n her bf fetched us there. It was the 1st time i met them. Very friendly people. haha. Was delighted to see her again after such a long time. Since she left for kl i missed her a lot haha. Reached queens then got lost in the carpark. There was these 2 a.k.a sohai girls which got confused with the floors hahaha. So funny. Then we went to get tickets faw movie. Her cousin watched alvin n the chipmunks. We watched a borin film. Omg. I am legend. ahah. BUt we had a gud time together. Our movie was at 4.50 so we still had time to grab a bite. We decided to go to Nando's. Took some pics there.

She was being emo hahah. Aint she cute. Erm as you can see her nails are long. Naughty baby. Cut!! xD

Our food haha. Fattening hor?? Teruk la we both haha

As you can see the green one states that u arent brave. Muahahaha. My gf aint brave. Aww so not true haha. my baby's always brave k. After we finish we were in a rush as we were late for the movie haha. So we rushed up to the cinema. Had fun playin in the hallway hahaha. lol. Then i carried her into the cinema. Aww sweet bo? hehe. After that we juz walked around took picts at mcdonalds.

Pretty? haha the mid part of queens. Nice view

After the movie she got vained in the toilet hahahha. Vain pot. Oops im gonna get scolded for that. hehe cheeky me

She made a wording out of french fries haha. My idea k. hehe perasan boy. These are sum of the picts we took at mcd.

Curi-curi kiss her while taking pict hehehe naughty

After this we decided to go find the other sweet couple as it was already 7 sumthing n they wud hav finish their movie by now. So we went searching. On the way i carried her around haha. Nearly dropped her. Adui. Lucky. N dats where we got lost. We went searching n searching. Like 2 sohai's haha. WE found them in the end then we were off. On the way she decided to pick up a cheesecake for her mom. haha. So we went to a place which made me blur hehe. I cant be a map. So its was coming to the end of the date. Kinda sad. We finally reached my house. Said goodbye to her. Haha miss her d. Juz met d also miss. Gai lo this couple hehe. Attached to each other. Had a lovely time with her. Oh yeah i 4got to mention dat i got my present already. Its so pretty kay. So sweet that she bought it faw me. Its the 1st time she bought a present from kl for anyone. I feel so touched. Its always nice when ur with me baby. U make my day the happiest. Love you loads. Mwah.

forgived

baby..i jux wanna say i am not angry at u k..its my fault to make u angry k..u have rights to be angry after i hurt u so many times le..but every human cant avoid from making nay mistakes ma..right?all we can do is realise our mistakes and get over it..hehe..so we are now apologisng to each other..haha..funny hor us?sorry!!hehe..remember that we are meant for each other..love u no matter u are fierce or kind k..hehe..u are always my alan!!!mwah..

chuin
love
alan*

Im sorry

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when i got to know you
I let my heart unbend
I couldn't help past the memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So i've fallen in love with you
and i'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
and if you ever wonder why
I dunno what i'll say
But i'll never stop loving you
Each and everyday
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing I Love You!!

Im sorry baby for making u cry. I dint mean to get angry. Ur wrong bout one thing. Ur worth every minute to me. I love You. If others think ur worthless it doesnt matter cause u will nvr be worthless to me. Mwahh!!

chuin is back!!

hey readers!!hey baby!!i am back!!haha..anyone misses me?haha..hmmm..kinda had some fun time in kl but its not completely fun without my baby..baby sorry to leave u alone in penang for these 5dyas k..u are sure to be lonely right?i am sorry..summor less sms..i will teman u more from today onwards k..hehe..and those songs are nice..aww..thought gonna see someone write a poem here..manatau its a song..haha..so u gonna sing that song to me tonight!!haha..i don care har..lol..okie la..since i am back..i think i am gonna be back in charge of this blog..hehe..alan the lazy pig can rest de..lol..hehe..i will never leave baby alone again k..hehe..so did u hear the way i are anot?haha..i have been hearing since dunno when..haha..thats day went into a shop and heard our song..lol..so nice lo..but so long dint sing de le..haha..this gal gila singing de..lol..hope baby had fun in bukit mertajam le..i post blog till gila de..so much things to write..lol..so many picts to post..u can read in detail in my blog k..lol..no meaning repeating the same thing..haha..okie la..thats for now la..gonna post more soon k..hehe..

i love u..

chuin*

The Return

Aww baby is coming back tomorrow. Muz hav had loads of fun. She is coming back tomoro which is Sunday, the 16-12-2007. So happy here. She's in genting rite now. At about 8 am she's gonna go back to the theme park to hav more fun. She's kinda sad cause the outdoor games were closed cause of the weather. The mist was kinda thick. She couldnt see anything from the cable car. The line was so long that she even had time to be on the phone with me while queing up. hahaha. Missed her a lot lately. Since she's been gone i kinda change into n moody person who gets angry easily hahaha. All thats gonna change back when she returns tomoro. YAY!!!She send me a few photos of the place n the present she bought for me.





Isn't it beautiful haha!!

She thought of me even on the 1st day of her holiday. This is wat she got me. She send me a pict of it. Isnt it sweet. Aww i love her so much. Thnx baby

Day 1 of loneliness

Its kinda lonely now dat my sweetheart is in kl. aww sad. Dun really sms much. her mum kinda scolded her as she is always smsing. naughty hehe. Really miss her. Erm she bought me a present. I wonder wat it could be. Im so excited to recieve it. So sweet k. I didnt noe she could a present that i wud like. Cant wait for her to be back here in Penang. Wanna hug her d. hehe. She took lots of picts for me to show wat she has been doin there. She's in Melaka now watchin da cowboy thingy. So lucky. I wan oso!!! sobs!! Erm n she got pulled up onto the stage to dance nyahaha. Wish i saw it. haha come back soon kay baby. Alan misses u.

say goodbye

ppl..i am gonna leaving tomorro 12dec..and i am very sad now..cause i ahve to leav emy silly boy behind..going alone..and he is very sad too..i am gonna miss him..hmmm..i have made him kek ki since the pass few days..doing lots of wrong things..made him wait for me in msn but me myself go watch movie..i am so useless..treat someone who love me in this kinda way..and he is also sad..cause he met the most sarcastic ppl in the world..which i intro him to..sorry baby..i dint know it will turn out this way..hmmm..so i think i gotta get him a present form kl or wat..depends whether did i found the right one..mayb if kl has a laconic shop which i pass by i am gonna buy..haha..happy?lol..okie le..gonna go pack my bag..so got to see my baby oni after i come back.and its 5 days..gonna keep in touch with him..see ya baby..i am gonna miss u..muax,,

i love you..

chuin*

the amazing third date

wow wow..nice slide show up there..haha..thanks to my dear's creation..but thre's alot of repeating before any new pict..so readers pls watch intensively..cause there are more new pict after the repeat..haha..so lets see..the third date..i am given the task to write bout it..cause mr robert from enchanted(alan) said i have better writing skill..haha..malu lo..haha..hmmm..lets start..we met at gp at around 1?haha..i was standing at the balcony and even waved at him when he was at the escalotor..haha..then suddenly i came across this idea to give him a suprise..i ran to the side and sat down at the bench..lol..try to scared him..manatau..my 'playboy' sneakers betrayed me..its was so red that he could see from down..haha..he came to sit beside me wittout even me knowing it..haha..i was peeping the other side and i turn back..AHH!!i shouted..cause got shocked!!heart attack la k..then we went up and down..lol..pool centre to wait for frenz.he went to play with his frenz..i pulak walk around like a dummy..haha..then bought bread for my fren..lol..threw away some gsc flyers..lol..then we meet up with pohlynn..haha..and head to secret recipe..haha..started to vain there while waiting for our seabass and kid's burger..lol..then pohlynn came with choon lim and kelvin..alamak..haha..then we rush up to our movie..play some tricks in the cinema..haha..we played the rapist game..hahaha..then after the movie even more teruk..piggyback..lol..i am heavy i am heavy!!haha..then went to play pool..i dint not win the two matches la..lol..i jux pass it cause u let le win....lol..then we went to have time to time and take pict..mcd!!haha..we talked bout lot of things..lol..kinda have great time together.then took pictures of my fav looney tunes..then its time to sad goodbye..sad times!!sob..leaving this wed..ahh!!i am dying..sob..will miss u..hugs!!

chuin
love
alan*

layout.

since i cant sleep..i decided to do the layout of our blog!!haha..change it to a more light colour..instead of the common black.ahah..wat do u think?is it nice?its my hard work k..half an hour jux to do this..this time i wanted to add some fairy element in the page..found a pict of snow_fairy..its was so nice so i immediately posted it..haha..also found others too..but me myself especially like this one..



it shows the emo side of a fairy where we actually know that fairies are suppose to be happy but she is not..hmmm..but last but not least..hope that alan will like it!!hehe..

chuin
love
alan*

=)

hehe..he said that i will neglect this blog after having my own blog..but thats impossible baby..see..i am posting something new..haha..and this guy here merajuk that i have a new blog he himself go and create his blog too..alamak..where to find such a cute guy??haha..well well.the link to his blog is http://almelon.blogspot.com ..rememeber to take a look..and better give good comments bout his blog k..or not i will hentam u guys..haha..joking le..lol..well well..today both of us kinda in bad mood..he has some probs with his parents and ran to gp..aiyoyo..and guess wad..ppl he saw are ppl he wouldnt want to see..haha..pity him..sit at the corner alone..haih..better cheer up baby!!don be sad..cause when u are sad i am sad too..rememeber this k..hehe..

chuin
love
alan*

Without You.

My tears are flowing for you
As my mind wonders and heart beats
My body is nothing without you

And as the wetness of my cheek are beginning to dry
And my thoughts weaken and try to forget
I feel like nothing without you

The beats within my chest were real,
Something that no one will ever steal
When there is nothing without you

But as I try to forget you more and more
My body grows weaker and begins to wear
Mind floats, rises to react

I know I'm nothing without you...


*chuin <3 alan*

a reply.

wow wow..kinda suprise to see a slide show and our song when i clicked 'view profile'..haha..its so nice dear..hehe..erm..actually i am not as good as u say le..i can be abgry at times le..but i dunno why..i jux cant be agry at u..god makes me this way and i have to accept it..hahah..well well..this silly guy over here..promised to be home at 9!!huwaa..but he ended up till wat time is it?haha..12?1?haha..nah..its ok la..once awhile no big deal..human cant avoid from making mistakes right..so pig forgived u!!haha..and ur hokkien is cute k..i love it..'chiak pa liao'..haha..make me laugh my ass off..haha..and i felt perli-ed too..when someone mistaken my 'kota A'famosa' resort into a 'porn star resort'..dirty minded!!haha..leaving penang soon..in 10 days!!hope to be back to celebrate x'mas with my silly boi!!hehe..and u..why mention i cried??ish..break my reputation..haha..i don care..as punishment u muz sing me 'easy'..haha..and this time no more chnaging topic huh..haha..always oni know to change topic and make me laugh like wad ni..haha..ish ish ish..beh tahan ni..okie la..i mai kap here de le..hahah..later u say i luan..haha..okie okie..stop here k..post a pict of me!!cause i don have ur pict cause u don take pict!!ahh!!unfair..hahaha..




chuinchuin* <3 alan*

Free Music

Useless

Erm went out to gurney plaza on sat. Hanged out with my frenz. Erm kinda fun le. But i spend time with her too. Msg her even though i was with frens to keep her company. Kinda dun like leaving her alone. Well i made a lot of mistakes this fews days. Feel like as though i let her down. Sobs. Erm well last week i kinda promised her to be back early but i let her down 3 days in a row. Plus this week i left her alone for 3 days due to sickness and the worst one was on sat after my movie. When i reached home. My frens were around u see. So i kinda asked her to wait for awhile then i wud call her when they left my house. But my *awhile* was an hour. So she was very dissapointed and she cried. I felt so bad. I was really sad n scared. BUt even though all this happened she nvr got angry, she still forgives me. Im really touched n shocked. Never has a girl been so patient for me. I feel so useless. But she will always be here to make me feel special. I love her so much for doing this. Well the night ended with happiness as we ended up in laughter n joy. She even sang songs for me haha. I feel so lucky n blessed to hav her as my gf. Its like a blessing from god that cured my hatred for love. Haha. Will treasure her to the end. Mwah!! Finally of course we ended up as usual turn into pigs haha n slept. The next day i woke up at 2. omg. wat a pig. N i recieve 5 msg. Ahh!! haha. Then we msg throughout the day not doin anything much. Most of the time dating each other only haha. Plus we talked in dif languages. My hokkien so weird then i got peli'd. Sobs. Haih wished i could talk better. Feel so embarased as a chinese. haih. then we decided to call it a day.